The rainy season has started. It's not that I hate rain, but I just don't like getting wet. What I love the most about rain is the sky after a long rain - so clean, so calm, so tender, and the scent left by the water dropping from the sky. It feels so good, as if the rain was clearing the messy sky and turned it into a brand new paper where you can write your dreams.
It's been approx two months here and I'm getting used to the environment. Although, there are times I feel like missing the old times so much, just a bit. Not missing them doesn't mean I forget em all; I put it in a precious box inside my heart and locked it, so whenever I feel like it, I may open the box and grab some minutes to go screen saver while remembering those moments, letting my mind wander somewhere else... A daydreamer I am indeed :D
It's funny how my almost-18-years habit of getting up early every week day is being left, now that my schedule is irregular, and the staying-up-late habit is getting worse. I tend to get sleepy during the day and become fully awake during the night - am I turning into some kind of nocturnal being? But they say it's normal for college students. Okay, then.
At first I may have doubts coming here, and honestly I still am, but it's decreasing day by day. I'm starting to believe that this may be the rightest choice after all. The people here are nice and welcoming, within two months they have succeeded making me feel like a part of them. My new friends... we get close quite fast, considering that my major only has one class and that I will be trapped for five years with them in the same boat. And since the ratio between girls and boys is so imbalanced - we girls are just one third of the population - we get to know each other very well. Too well, I can say.
I have been studying that damn hard since elementary, now I'm trying to be more... relaxed somehow, and try to do new things. I realize that studying is not the only thing that's going to be needed, although it is ultra essential - I need to try new things, new experience. I need to socialize more. Without leaving the studies, of course. And perhaps pursuing something I have put aside for so long... *blink*
And a little promotion here...
Just recently downloaded Taylor Swift new album "RED". Pretty cool. Love the singles "I Almost Do", "I Knew You Were Trouble", "We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together", "Everything Has Changed".
Oh yeah, and this oldies song I come to love, "I Believe My Heart", I just realized it was Duncan James who sang it, featuring Keedie. Ohohohoho love it so much, the melody, the lyrics, the singer, the meaning. That is definitely a must-listen track. And Kanayan new album, "Love Place", her voice is cheerful as always, I admire her high-pitch voice. My favorites are "Tatoe Donna Ni...", "Love Song", "Watashitachi", "My Place". And last, there's this song I hardly get off of my mind... "Anata ni Deawanakereba" from the anime Natsuyuki Rendezvous. Not sure bout the anime, I just love the song. Hyahaha.
All in all, I'm hoping the best for all, pray for the mid-term test, and a better day for tomorrow~
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