is the other way to say that rite now is July, meaning, we have half a year to go to Christmas. Oh how I always love Christmas and the joy it brings, everything just seems to be good.
Like I said, it's July now and it's been months since my last post hoho. I am kinda expecting dry season anytime now, but truth is, it's been raining a lot, like, almost everyday. Good thing I already bought an umbrella. The weather is just unstable lately that it's getting hard to predict even by the meteorologists. Is this an impact of the green house effect, I wonder.
A few weeks earlier was the final exam week, and I had six exams in about two weeks. It wasn't as crazy as it was back in school when I got like fourteen exams in a week, phew, everyday was just like hell. I even calculated the time I had to read from chapter to chapter, how much I had left for eating dinner. Now is a lot, let's say, calmer, though the stress was almost even. I just couldn't bring myself to love exams, who could anyway? After all the exams were gone, we are now welcoming the holiday, a long one. A long one that you wish it ended soon. They didn't give a break here at all between odd and even semester, so it's kinda like they save it for the end of the even semester. I used to love long holiday, I mean, who don't? Holiday in my dictionary is defined as the times when you can sleep all day long, watch movies you have postponed during school days all you want, nothing to do, nothing to think about, meeting your old folks and having some fun. Holidays between school days were never seem to be enough that you wished they prolonged it for another week. However, now, I don't know anymore. I don't get that excited to welcome a holiday. I mean, it's a good thing you can go home and not staying at your boarding house instead, but I might have forgotten what it feels like to be home, since home didn't feel like home anymore :'(
A lot of things had happened I couldn't even remember the detail since the last time I wrote. They are not joking when they say "You're gonna miss high school", cause, I am! I am, I am, I very am missing high school, when everything looks more... proper, in order. Rite now is just so messy. Sometimes I feel like living someone else' life, when someone is calling to your name and you respond just because it's the name of the role you're playing. Weird, eh. But somehow I manage to keep things straight, at least, holding on to my basic principles. Although, along the way, I might have hurt some people I never intend to... Seems like you truly cannot please everyone.
Okay, the thing is that, when I make someone cry, I do cry, too. Such a troublesome self :(
The next thing I can't bear is to see someone nice getting hurt and I just cannot do anything but to stay silent and hope times will heal the pain. Time is the best medicine after all.
Anyway I finally got my hands on Supernatural season 8! Isn't it nice to see them back in action? :D
I have been waiting for the season to be completed so I can watch the episodes in marathon style. I am still excited to see the Winchesters back in action, but I gotta admit that the plots are getting hazier. Like, in a time Castiel would be a good guy, then he went berserk, then became a good guy again. And then Dean, he went to hell, then was pulled back by Castiel to earth, then traveled to purgatory. Two things you got after watching the show are that you couldn't believe in Angels anymore for we are not certain that they are actually good or bad, and, how easy it is to travel between Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory as if you were taking a vacation. Fortunately I'm quite grown up for not being brainwashed by such show hihi so I still enjoy em. Last episode shows that the angels are falling from sky. This, quite makes me curious what happens next, but we need to save it for next year. I hope next season will be better :)
Some times ago when I was doing my regular check on Yahoo's headlines, I found this heart-shocking article about one of my fave artists, Charice Pempengco. The article was talking about her confession for being a lesbian and that she apologized for being so :( That was, ultimately, shocking! I kinda understand though, that she did have a bad experience with guys for having an abusive father and it might have been the cause. Just because she is a lesbian, doesn't mean I hate her now, I still love her and her voice which is truly amazing now and then. We can leave the tiny details, can't we? I still am her fans and praying the best for her :)
Below (Charice now and then)
