It's December 2011, How Am I Doing?

Ouh, pretty great. Except the facts that, I woke up at 4 a.m. for almost two weeks, being depressed bout the final exams, how I thought I had lost my mojo somehow, next week is supposed to be a holiday but lots of works are still piling up til H-3 Christmas... I think I'm doing pretty well.

Welcoming December week with final exam on your schedule has never been easy. I mean, everyone's cheering up as Christmas is approaching, but for a third grader of Senior High like me, I don't think I can even enjoy Christmas this year, although I'm not a Christian. I have lots of things floating in my brain like, how am I going to face national exam next year, what major to take... I feel so unprepared. It's December and I'm still hesitating which path I should take. Before that, I used to think that national exam is not that big deal, but judging from how I'm doing lately, especially in a certain subject which is essential for science students, it's not wrong to be extra-worried. Extra lessons had been given since a month ago but they are not helping much, I must say. In the end, you have to fight with yourself, for yourself.

Anyway, somehow I still try to find a chance to enjoy myself. Like, today, I woke up at 8 a.m. and the first thing to do was finding the DVD player remote. Insert the DVD and voila! I didn't take my eyes off from the screen until 3 p.m., watching the long-awaited TV Show Supernatural - simply my fave of all time. No one disturbed, nothing to think about except the apocalypse, angels, demons, and my favorite boy, Dean Winchester. That's the exact definition of holiday, or perhaps you can call a day off. Gosh, when was the last time I did this kind of thing?

Talking bout something else. I have never been a great fan of the so called Justin Bieber. But, a few days ago I accidentally heard his new song and it's not that bad at all. "Under The Mistletoe" is the only song I like from him after all! And guess why. Personally I only like the wintery tone behind it, as it reminds me of Christmas so much. Maybe his voice has also grown to be more mature that I am attracted to it. But don't worry I still stick to my main interest, J-Pop, hoho.